Police Interview

I can't believe I didn't post about our interview with the NYPD in Sector B the other day. Rocket and I went to try to see if they would come clean about Blaire being stuck in Sector B, but naturally, they didn't. They had some lie about searching Sector B for her, and how they still believe Tim is responsible.

Look, I know he has a troubled past, but Tim is a good guy. My gut is telling me no. The police won't even let me talk about Sector B anymore, I know they're hiding something.

Rocket and I are meeting today to talk about it some more. He said he knows something more.

Zeega

This is the "trailer" of my life. I've always had a passion for photos, so I wanted to share this slideshow of my life. A little background, I come from Morgantown, W. Va. and a few years ago I made the (terrifying) move to New York City. If you didn't know already, I'm a journalist. But I'm also trying to get my life together. This isn't just a collection of photos, this is really a glimpse into my life then and now. I'm really pleased with how it juxtaposes my experiences and memories in Morgantown, with the ones I'm making in NYC.

I hope you enjoy it, if anything enjoy the Christina Aguilera throwback (I know I did).

About our map

It's kind of neat to see where we've all been, isn't it? Working to find Blaire truly has been a group effort, but it's been so neat to meet these people and share their stories. Weird how we all seemed to meet up and have our own little piece of this puzzle. Post- NYC is a really big place, but it's been so cool to travel together and seek this adventure. Check out everyone's videos, too. Psychic readings, hometowns and much more. You can really catch a glimpse into how we all came to where we were.

The bar and the abandoned building were our favorite sports to frequent. Mainly because we had no other choice, but they really did bring us together. I hope you enjoy seeing what brought us all together and made this story possible. And I hope you understand, too, I had to write this story. I had to write it regardless of what anyone would think, where anyone would send me, and regardless of whether or not I would keep my job.

Character trail map

Missing person flyer

I Met Alec today on my way to the Subway. He handed me this. It's weird because I can't get this out of my head. Weird that I think the government is responsible?I've been spoon-fed too much information from them for entirely too long. I'm going to make some calls here soon, because I want to know about this. I'm dying to know where she is, why is his friend "not responsible?" and HOW will I get into Sector B??

Planning Day

I'm spending my day trying to get it together. We're all meeting at the bar, because Rocket said he might have some information about where Tim's lady friend could be.

I'm here a little early to try and organize my chaotic life. My notes are all over the place, but I keep going back to one thought.  I have a feeling this girl could really be in Sector B, trapped and trying to get out. It sounds crazy. No one is allowed in or out of there. So, how?

I've met with police, but of course they won't look there. It's up to us, it's up to me, to reveal the truth. That's terrifying. But, it's also exciting. This sure isn't my typical conference call story. And I love that.

Get it together

It's weird, this finally having a story to follow thing. I've never quite experienced this wide of a whirlwind of emotions. On one hand, I'm passionate, excited, curious and ready to take on the world. But on the other, I'm nervous, afraid of failure and skeptical of my on abilities.

It's also emotional because I want to find this girl. I want to be able to help, but Im dying to know what it's like on the other side.

My notes and thoughts are so scattered. That makes it a little hard to convince my boss that this is worth purring still. We had "the talk" yesterday. She's not against the story by any means, I think she's against me and my pathetic attempts at tackling a big story. But I can do this. I know I can.

I'm sitting at our bar now, trying to take it all it. It's weird how one flyer could have impacted my life and my career so greatly. This isn't a 9-5 job -- that's for sure. Now here I am, days later, with a bunch of notes and some leads.

I'm overwhelmed, but the good kind. I just need to buckle down and remember that this is passion, this is what I want and this is what I will accomplish.

If I could only get it together.