It's weird, this finally having a story to follow thing. I've never quite experienced this wide of a whirlwind of emotions. On one hand, I'm passionate, excited, curious and ready to take on the world. But on the other, I'm nervous, afraid of failure and skeptical of my on abilities.
It's also emotional because I want to find this girl. I want to be able to help, but Im dying to know what it's like on the other side.
My notes and thoughts are so scattered. That makes it a little hard to convince my boss that this is worth purring still. We had "the talk" yesterday. She's not against the story by any means, I think she's against me and my pathetic attempts at tackling a big story. But I can do this. I know I can.
I'm sitting at our bar now, trying to take it all it. It's weird how one flyer could have impacted my life and my career so greatly. This isn't a 9-5 job -- that's for sure. Now here I am, days later, with a bunch of notes and some leads.
I'm overwhelmed, but the good kind. I just need to buckle down and remember that this is passion, this is what I want and this is what I will accomplish.
If I could only get it together.
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